Am I selfish?! I dated a new guy yet I still am thinking of the other same guy that I really like. Yes, the new guy is fun to talk and be with, still I am looking for the spark. Maybe I just have to ignite it to see, or maybe I am not yet ready to date a new guy.
Today is June 13. One month have already passed since the very unlucky Friday the 13th last May 13 (Where our supposedly movie date was ruined by his work). Now is a lucky day, I can tell. I went to the office last night to pick up my gift for him. He just got back from Singapore with his family. Now I have to see him last night to give it to him. I waited half an hour at a gas station for him. It doesn't feel like half an hour because he keeps updating me and apologizing as I know it wasn't his fault if he didn't got out of the plane at the time expected.
When I saw him, the day is complete. I just want to hug and kiss him. But then I can't do that because he might freak out. I gave him the shirt. He tried it and tadan!!! He looked good wearing the shirt. There then he thanked me again for the gift. He showed me an old printed pic of ours. It was our 2007 Bitmicro Christmas party. I told him I'm going to keep it. We stayed at his place for the whole night. We had pretty good night. But I had a hard time sleeping because I know I need to tell him a lot of things. But I don't wanna ruin the night so I stayed quiet. It felt good waking up in the morning and he's the first thing that you'll see. I know it will be the last time that I'm going to see him for now. But then he told me that I just have to think that where he's going is just a one plane away. Before leaving this morning, he saw that my dress sleeve is not fixed. That's so sweet of him to fix it for me instead of just pointing it. This is one of the reason why I like him. He's unpredictable.
My panda is going to leave the country in 4 days. I really am going to miss him. But I think I feel better now. At least it was a sweet goodbye.
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