When can you tell you're ready to date a new guy after a huge heartbreak?
How on earth are you going to find out that this time it will be different?
Maybe I'm just rushing into things right now that in order to forget my old guy, I have to find a new guy.
But I'm not sure if it's a good idea or not.
I am dating a new guy right now. He's personality kinda interests me. But at first, I hesitated of going out with him because I was so afraid that I might get easily caught by him and rush into things and I might get hurt again for the nnnnntttthh time! But I can't help it. He asked me out one time, I wanted to refuse him, but I can't hide that I am shuddered in delight upon knowing that he likes to hang out with me that often so we can get to know each other better.
Really? am I ready for this? Dating... can I really call it a date?
Maybe I was just excited in the fact that someone is interested with me.
But now, I think the best thing to do is hold back a little bit and don't plunge into having a relationship just because I'm lonely and I came from a heartbreak.
Maybe it's better to just play around for the moment.
Just don't know until when am I going to be like this.
I just want to feel that I'm special to someone again.
I miss the feeling of being loved and cared...
I miss being someone's everything...
